Im still waiting for the job phone call. Will probably be a few weeks. I kinda want to move from this city, though. I wish I could live in a more rural place. More quiet. Though, I guess Latte and I should try to get out more
Well, maybe cooperate money sucking machines are the result of the human collective bad karma. So you're actually just punishing people who deserve it anyways
Well, applying for that type of program that I went to the interview for takes a few weeks, so he'll call me again later. He talked about visiting various workplaces in the area to see if we could find something compatible. So I hope I'll find something that wont kill my soul too much.
I'm feeling a bit better these days.
But yeah, if you were willing to live in a hotel, then a visit might be a bit easier. Latte is more easily socially drained than me, so if he was tired he could head back to the apartment while we were at the drinksies : D
Having cats, that's the biggest problem about finding a new, bigger apartment. Not many animal friendly renters out there. And there are a lot of pressure on the market, so anyone who have an apartment can choose between like 20 people. So it can be difficult.
Yes very happy. It was just what I needed, feel thoroughly refreshed (see what I did there? Talking about feelings. Lol). I'm going to stay in Sydney for the next 6 months and just see from there. Still would like to be a nomad. What have you been up to?
Hahaha. I like my brother's, just think of the most ludicrous things... "I've got to meet Obama at 10:30am, then I've got the G20 summit after lunch, then head over to play Champion's League in Madrid with Ronaldo..."
Probably Philippines! I'm just not interested in a comfort holiday anymore, or even a cultural one. Just want to do some volunteering, give help to people who need it. I'd still like to squeeze in Iceland during summer, budget is waning though lol...
Don't they speak French in Belgium? French is weird as hell? Lol.
I've actually gone home to Sydney, I've been here for a week. I mistakenly thought it was cheaper than it actually was to get a flight home, because I misread the currency on the airline's website :/
I don't think I told you how sick I was, stomach ulcer or something. That's the main reason I came back but I was suspect whether it was caused by stress of being homesick. I feel I've got my mojo back now so am ready to fly out again (a bit less ready than I could have been because of my airline ticket price misjudgement :/ ) but don't want to head to Europe just now with all your crazy snowstorms!
Ideally I'd go home for a week or so, recharge, then head back out. Australia's just so far though. I've always envied you guys in Europe where you can be in a different country with a different language in 2 hours. Partly why I was always so desperate to go.
Hmmm I don't look too closely at types, I think once you start going "Is he/she/I really that type??" then you get confused and shit gets blurry. I'd be surprised if you're ENFP anyway. You just don't seem extroverted to me.
Life on the road was ok until I first got mildly bored, then horridly sick which I still am now. I have no plans from February 8th! I don't want to just land somewhere with no plans like I did here because despite my Pness, I did have a bit too much freedom and time on my hands.
Been hanging out a fair bit with a couple of INFPs since touring (separately from each other, that is). A funny bunch. I can easily see why we're not an ideal match for them, despite being close. It's like everything is in place, can be silent together and still completely comfortable, but... there's something not quite clicking. On reflection I think that something is Ti. Can't go into our thoughts with them, at all, without getting a glazed eye look in return. Very different to the INFJ who is fascinated by them, if not quite on the same level.
Disclaimer: not saying a relo couldn't work with one, just interesting cos I've never really got to know any INFPs before.
Yeah, I understand that. I lived with Latte's parents while we where looking for a place and I felt like I were in the way. Not pleasant. I guess finding a job in England might be a bit challenging as well?
I have considered the doctor thing. I will probably eventually go. But you know how it is D:
I'm having mood swings. I suspect it might be related to cipralex that I took for 2 and a half year. I've been off 5 months or so. I still occasionally have slight dizziness for a few seconds like I did when I forgot to take my pill for a few days.
Food intolerances. I have no idea. It can be something beside the food that causes problems. I've been bloated for at least 2 years Usually that's the only symptom.
"Somehow it seems that, at least for me, friendships grow and develop on their own and that if you need to work on them, they are not really going to work out."
This is true. I've tried pure conscious friend-making. It's like living a lie and being a control-freak. on the other hand, The alternative, or as a i like to call it "Subconscious friend-making", is really..inactive?
I see. I don't really like living for the sake of living(or hedonism), if i understand you correctly. There must be a mission. I like missions. Business analyst? Is that related to the "Buy nothing" idea you were pursuing? that was an enlightenment, wasn't it?
Active friendmaking vs. passive friendmaking. or is it Conscious friend-making vs. Not so conscious friend-making? This is interesting. I think a mix of both is strategic, but I don't know how to mix them exactly. I think I have a formula for conversations though. Conscious conversing should be for igniting conversations only and the rest of the conversations should be less conscious or what I refer to as subconscious conversing. what do you think?
Because my internal values are in constant civil war with each other. The hedonist tribe has been winning every battle but they don't care enough to create a stable government structure. The vision-driven tribe continues to plot against the hedonist regime. i am in turmoil.
What are your plans in life? (For some reason, I like asking this question. I can explain why.)
Btw, may i have your advice? I've been trying to form this close-knit intellectually curious group of friends for years now. But I am facing obstacles, and I'm not sure what these obstacles are exactly. I don't know if its the insufficiency of those kinds of people in relation to where I am or that my standards are too high. Other obstacles are the occasional social cowardice and my inability to gauge whether my advances on a candidate are too forward or just right or whether there is even such a thing as "too forward." Social organizing is not a skill i have. pls help.