Minnesanger
Redshirt
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Hi! I'm Minnesanger. Italian, male, 20 years old.
I was an INTP with a huge Ne that was annihilated a lot time ago because people. Never understood why they didn't like me. I was (am) insecure and recently diagnosed with a form of dissociative disorder. I "re-discovered" myself when I took the MBTI the first time 2 years ago and I wanted to be an ENTP at all costs for 2 reasons:
1) Ne is absolutely the best function to compose music (and I really want to write powerful music);
2) I am nostalgic. For sure I had a lot of Ne. Also, ENTP is the coolest type.
But I could not find my lost Ne. I even tried to decrease Ti to rise Ne (painful) and that just sent me in the Ti-Si loop. Damn, my life is kafkaesque.
Yup, that's all, I'm not particularly interesting as an INTP, probably I'm not even an INTP at this point, I don't care. I failed all the goals I have set up. I'm a disgusting compromise right now. I just want to write music and maybe let you listen to it because I'd wish an impartial opinion, even better if it comes from the logical scythe of an INTP. Farewell!
I was an INTP with a huge Ne that was annihilated a lot time ago because people. Never understood why they didn't like me. I was (am) insecure and recently diagnosed with a form of dissociative disorder. I "re-discovered" myself when I took the MBTI the first time 2 years ago and I wanted to be an ENTP at all costs for 2 reasons:
1) Ne is absolutely the best function to compose music (and I really want to write powerful music);
2) I am nostalgic. For sure I had a lot of Ne. Also, ENTP is the coolest type.
But I could not find my lost Ne. I even tried to decrease Ti to rise Ne (painful) and that just sent me in the Ti-Si loop. Damn, my life is kafkaesque.
Yup, that's all, I'm not particularly interesting as an INTP, probably I'm not even an INTP at this point, I don't care. I failed all the goals I have set up. I'm a disgusting compromise right now. I just want to write music and maybe let you listen to it because I'd wish an impartial opinion, even better if it comes from the logical scythe of an INTP. Farewell!