It isn't random, I wanted to be a theoretical physicist since I was about 4 years old, and when I was about 14, I played half-life. There are a few other things, but I have very little time to say them.
O. I didn't even realize that is where it was from. Im kina bored though right now, so I am writing a summation of a few thousand words on a general philosophical point that I have. Then I am going to practice drawing cartoons.