Recent content by phial

I mean in the way that you do things and then instantly see the stupidity or futility, like your ego running wild without control, to the point where you wish you could tell your brain to to shut the fuck up? :D I'm having one of those days.

I want to be immortal because I wish to possess all knowledge. Reminds me of The Last Question by Issac Asimov.

We can't see them for the same reason you can't see pixels the more you increase the resolution. We automatically think they are large like the 3 we can move around in. Buddhists didn't create meditation either. edit: damn you Jesse, I should have registers back in August when I first...

I smoke pot daily. It helps calm me and intensifies emotions from music, plus highlights the subtle details. I have heard things in songs that were hidden until I smoked a bowl. The only other drugs I use are psychedelics. I believe they are crucial, in fact I wish everyone would take a...

No because its already been experienced in detail.

*waves at a fellow Jesse* There is the ego or false-self we create, then there is the I observing it. You are the I (or eye), nothing more.

Mental images can be just as effective as real ones, for turning up the sex-drive. Masturbation for me is often a habitual thing, your body comes to expect it (heheheh pun) at certain times. Its mostly a maintenance thing.

By morals, I mean treating others how you wish to be treated and not resorting to childish, underhanded behavior when they don't immediately return the favor. Not lying for convenience or self-gain. I guess it makes me feel better on the inside. Maybe its just pride :)

I love nature because of its ego-less pure "is"-ness. Everything just is how it should be. It's like the geometry of space springing upwards. Fractals are everywhere.

Indeed, my dark circles are from lack of sleep. There's simply too much to think about, 24 hours isnt' enough.

Not word for word, but the basic sentence structure and message, yes, definitely. It drove my wife nuts a few times back when we fought more often. :) I love realizing how right I was all along, when I was a child. My mother is a crazy bitch like this also.

this!

I've been playing guitar for .. well, 10 years in total, not counting the breaks I took. I don't know sheet music, and the only scales are basic ones I learned from Guitar-World like the blues box scale. Everything I picked up was self taught by ear. Its something that has to be felt...

omg yes, my father will never understand :D

Definitely, things are much simpler this way.