<Dreaded silence> Yes my mind is gross (?) <Now is a moment that I ask you about something>Did you get hit by diarrhera in public place, ever? You are the second person asking me about the avatar. It's a little awkward. One day I should introduce myself to this forum. Fuck I don't want to. I hate this. There should be a bot here to serve the anxious people in such cases.
I had noticed a decline in activity.But if you look at the history at the bottom of the main forum index, you can see this is nothing new. Active users have been steadily declining for the last 4 years. But if that's how everyone likes it, that's fine by me right now.
Hello again to you, too. I returned for a little lurking and to find out what had become of the place, where I discovered questions regarding over my mortality and thought I'd prove I indeed still lived. Certainly won't be nearly as active as last time, but the odd post here and there won't hurt anyone too much. I've been meaning to drop a post in for weeks and just never got around to it - life is busy of late.
I keep looking at your avatar and assuming that you're Serenesam because of the creepy-hair girl. I'll get over it. I know your last one had a gothy girl too, so I should be able to make the transition, but I'm a little slow in the head lately.
Yeah I suppose he does look quite turtleish. :o
I'm glad you like it. I've been drawing a lot lately, it's hard with a brain this hyper and disorganised to draw any one thing enough to get good at it. XD
Well that's just beautiful.
Maybe I will keep you after all. Like a living vanity table that I can consult on a whim and dismiss by a thread. :D
I feel that it should be paired with a thematically different set of stairs.
You know, having played far too many games where one must choose between two allegorically charged flights of stairs of varying appeal.
my addiction to the internet makes me doubt if N is introverted but i don't identify with people typed ENxP at all. My imagination capabilities seem to have stammered (i lost what is the agenda of Ni) with no super objective. it is because i don't know what to do with my level of intelligence and being isolated.
You can avoid having temporary flaws in your knowledge if you're willing to accept having temporary holes in it. Learn one 'chunk' at a time, but learn each chunk perfectly, and you will no longer be tormented by the urge to learn.
Regarding the storage, great! Parents can be so helpful! Being her back a Talibani head to mount over the fireplace as a way of saying "Thanks". :D
You're only human, Reluctantly. We can't think and research forever; yet I understand that big topics can seem oh-so-delicious. Try thinking of the topics that you think about as subjects in school. Show up 'in class,' learn, and then, after a set time, stop and move on to the rest of your day. Is this mode less free-form than, "OH LOOK KNOWLEDGE OMNOMNOMNOM!"? Yes, but it's also healthier and safer.
As for the Army, why not ask your parents to keep your things while you're on duty?
Are you bothered by thinking itself, or thinking of specific things? If the former, do you feel as though you can't 'safely' let your intuition, emotion, or sensation go through your mind-- as though you must analyze to keep yourself 'safe'? If the latter, do you feel as though the thoughts haunt you, as if they are inescapable? You might be in a state wherein some anxiety, either conscious or unconscious, is keeping you in a state of stress (stress is the body and mind's reaction to anxiety) which in turn triggers stress about being stressed... ad infinitum. In order to escape the cycle, you must face the problem that is haranguing your unconscious.
To detect it, force yourself to stop analyzing and wait for the anxiety-causing thoughts to come. Overcome them and you ought to be free. Of course, if the stress is the result of some external, known problem, then you have to will yourself to relax.