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I want to start doing prepared piano work, like this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRHoKZRYBlY Does anyone on the forums have any experience with this, and recommendations on how not to kill my prized piano? thank you!! :kodama1:

Definitely a fan of stumbleupon for finding new websites. I've personally been head over heels deep in web.art stuff right now, check out the Jodi Collective.

You are very correct in that assumption. I, I would like to think that I would be able to spread my focus to something else, but I am not sure how likely that is. It's honestly a fear of mine that I will lose the control I have worked so hard to gain. And I feel like I could go either way...

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Yeah, I've been watching the videos! And I can tell you there is no way in hell I'm an ESFJ.

yeah, I wore INFP for a year or so, realized it didn't fit and was just what I was told fits by people I admired, came back here, tried to figure stuff out.

Okay. More in depth research and,,,, reading breakdowns and simplifications, for once, and I think I'm pretty sure of Si? And Fe? And Ti? so that all points to INTP. And Ne was already cemented from last night. So, I think INTP is the most likely option at the moment.

Okay. I'm still new to this, even after having to take classes in it. It never really appealed to me until it did. I suppose I'm going too much with what others say because I'm oft told I appear to use Fi, and perhaps I'm believing that. Thanks for all the help regardless.

Oh, oh my... Thank,,, you? Thank you! Most of my research deals with the homicidal triad, and the accuracy of that, though I also delve into research for medications to help AsPD, and my next research project will be about age-based genetic links for schizospectrum disorders.

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Hmm.. An external force to break me? Perhaps I feel like that's already happened, not going to lie.

We're both mentally ill, autistic, drug addict forensic researchers. We have a similar sort of awkwardness in social situations, extended knowledge that leads us nowhere good, and a debilitating fear of not living up to expectations,

People. I'm a people watcher. They interest me, Hmm.. My current favorite is black tape for a blue girl, though I can also give you my entry list if you prefer.

I don't have a good reason, there's no reason you have to help me, so it is alright if you do not,

Why? Because I feel like knowing. It seems like something I should figure out, I've already started so I can't really stop.

I really do not know where to begin with talking about myself, so I guess ask me questions to help me determine this? Yeah..

Taken all of them and then some. Still can't figure out the ne/ni paradigm.

Well, Thank you! May I ask, do you all have a place to help with typing? A questionnaire or any of that sort?

combination of all of the above. Pretty stable right now, on a good combo of antipsychotics, benzos, group therapy and one-on-one. Benzos were an addiction I'm actually trying to fight. And as a forensic student, how could I not like Dexter?

Well, I see what I know as mattering. I suppose what I mean is that the things I know are likely to get me nowhere.

I mostly read poetry, post-modernist stuff. Murakami, Delilo, Zadie Smith are what's on my bookshelf currently.

So, uh, yeah. That's my introduction. If anyone has anything else to say, that would be cool, if not, that is cool too.

Paranoia also affects your own sense of self and thoughts. It affects your whole being. Since it takes place within the brain, it affects your own self first.

it bothers me definitely. It's made me very doubtful of my supposed reality. There are more symptoms than just hallucinations, and those are the ones that bother me the most. You do not want schizophrenia just to enhance your imagination. it can be quite scary, and paranoia-inducing. I don't...

Don't know much of what there is to say, in all honesty. What questions do you have, I suppose that will help me talk about it. vv;

Hey there. I'm Reid. I'm an INTP? INTJ? I think I'm an INTP but others have typed me as INTJ, so, that's a possibility. I talk either a lot or not much, so. warnings. I'm a pre-doctorate forensics researcher, just turned 25. Autistic and schizophrenic, knowledgeable on everything except for...