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Is something wrong with me? Every day I think about what it'd be like to eat human flesh. Cooked of course, in some nice spices. I of course kno I can't do is. If you've read my other posts I don't plan on doing any of these I gs that attack my mind. When I start thinking about it too long, I...

I treat the world completely as a game. Im the main character, and the world is my video game. Whatever I choose to do now, effects things later in the future. I love to mess with people, see how far I can take it. See how easy, and how gullible they are. I don't take anything seriously, ever. I...

Or just in general any other sociopaths on this forum?

Beautiful things don't actually have meaning, we give them meaning ourselves. We invented meaning. With no humans the word meaning wouldn't even exist. My problem isn't do we matter, because of course we matter, we created a society where humans are the most important thing, but that's because...

I just don't feel the same way that I feel when I think about lying, cheating, and stealing than murdering someone.

Thanks to the few that replied and tried to help me. I don't think that there is any helping me, but I honestly do appreciate all of you who messages me and tried to help. I'm always going to be a fucked up, violent being. Some of us have to be right?

That's where we are different. It wouldn't satisfy me if the death was instantaneous. I want to drag it out for as long as possible. Cut them open while they are alive. I'm a fucked Up individual but I don't want to be..

I've thought about joining the army, but I don't take order well. I don't like someone telling me what to do, and I would struggle very hard with that. I play a lot of violent video games, but I honestly don't feel like that is the reason for these impulses. Might intensify them at times, but...

Friends have always disappointed me, don't see the point anymore. I also don't understand why every other animal on this planet kills, and hunts, but we are not supposed to? I believe that when we were made it was breed into us to kill for survival, and now that it isn't needed to survive and we...

Not entirely sure what the point is, but since no one knows my true identity I'll answer them. -How often do you masturbate, if ever? My occasional use of harder drugs has lessened my sex drive tremendously, but about four times a week I would say. I've had these thoughts before the...

I don't really know what my point in doing this was. Guess it was just to get this off of my chest anonymously. I've known that I was an INTP for about two years now when I took the test in my psychology class. I'm not sure if that's has anything to do with these thoughts or not. Almost every...

I'm actually not in high school lol. I'm actually taking a break from college at the moment and it's making it a lot worse, because I don't have anything to occupy my time really, besides work. The other day when C was talking about it in my face, I decided to confront him and I said, "you're...

I have been friends with these two guys since middle school. I'll just say C and D. C who ended up being my absolute best friend that I spent pretty much every day with, and D I would still consider a very close friend. Us and this other guy were all in a group chat and all made plans to hangout...

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Yeah. My family would be killed, I'm an only child. That's what is keeping me from doing it the most.

Hello, back and posting. I've had many thoughts of suicide, but it's like I know in the back of my head that death can't possibly be any better than living. I don't believe in a higher power, so when I die I'm guessing that I am just nothing. Like we were before we were born into this world...

I'm expected to be put on this Earth and not wonder about my purpose? About who put me here, what my purpose is and why anything I do matters if I just die anyway? I find it silly to just not think about these things and shut my brain off. I can't just stray all of attention to activities and...

It's not that I don't have a list of things that I love doing like you do, and it's not that I don't love doing those things. It just feels as if, after years of doing those things and those things being the reason I want to live, that those things start to get old. Good music and sex don't give...

This is an awesome way to look at things. I love people watching, because people are so interesting. The way people do things, and care so much about the most simplistic things. Sometimes I just don't believe that hardly anybody things like I do, or sees the world as I do. Not knowing what...

I love this. That is something that has kept be going, the idea that if I kill myself everything will be exactly the same as it is now, just without me in it. Everyone would do exactly what they would normally that weren't close to me. The ones that are Close to me will live. It's all the same...

I'm wondering if anyone else has struggled with what I am, and has had the same thoughts as me. Here lately I have been severely depressed. I'm talking for a good month and a half, I have had strong suicidal thoughts. I keep telling myself if only I didn't have parents, I would have already...