four24ever
A Wondering Mind
My name is John.
a little about me:
i am 18, 5'11", 145 lbs, white, skinny but i have some muscle (workout 2x week). usually buzzed brown hair, but i currently just started growing out dreadlocks. i live in atlanta, georgia. hate it here. dont like the southern way of life. part of this is probably because of my southern baptist parents who are incredibly judgemental and closed minded.
as you can probably already tell, im not christian. what am i? i dont know, my beliefs change rapidly as i havent found anything that i truly like. was agnostic, but uncertainty just didnt do it for me. id kindof rather commit myself to something even if idk if its true. still searching/wondering. perhaps i am god and you are figments of my imagination. perhaps gods created us in a way that we created artificial intelligence, and well never be able to comprehend it. hm honestly im as clueless as could be, but atleast i admit it.
I am a nice guy and very open minded. i like drugs, particularly psychedelics. I am very smart (i just got into georgia tech!), but i dont obsess over studying. i am incredibly shy/awkward. i dont understand people and i get frustrated if i even try to be sociable. I do have my small group of friends though.
i am somewhat sensitive/emotional. i had an emo phase during middle school when my parents were really religiously opressing the shit out of me, but then i rebelled and have never been quite as depressed. im still pretty emotional though. dont date because i get too clingy, etc.
for fun i like to smoke weed, play videogames, or listen to music. but i dont have much free time these days. (school + job + band). favorite bands are nirvana, tool, sublime.
tl;dr hello.
a little about me:
i am 18, 5'11", 145 lbs, white, skinny but i have some muscle (workout 2x week). usually buzzed brown hair, but i currently just started growing out dreadlocks. i live in atlanta, georgia. hate it here. dont like the southern way of life. part of this is probably because of my southern baptist parents who are incredibly judgemental and closed minded.
as you can probably already tell, im not christian. what am i? i dont know, my beliefs change rapidly as i havent found anything that i truly like. was agnostic, but uncertainty just didnt do it for me. id kindof rather commit myself to something even if idk if its true. still searching/wondering. perhaps i am god and you are figments of my imagination. perhaps gods created us in a way that we created artificial intelligence, and well never be able to comprehend it. hm honestly im as clueless as could be, but atleast i admit it.
I am a nice guy and very open minded. i like drugs, particularly psychedelics. I am very smart (i just got into georgia tech!), but i dont obsess over studying. i am incredibly shy/awkward. i dont understand people and i get frustrated if i even try to be sociable. I do have my small group of friends though.
i am somewhat sensitive/emotional. i had an emo phase during middle school when my parents were really religiously opressing the shit out of me, but then i rebelled and have never been quite as depressed. im still pretty emotional though. dont date because i get too clingy, etc.
for fun i like to smoke weed, play videogames, or listen to music. but i dont have much free time these days. (school + job + band). favorite bands are nirvana, tool, sublime.
tl;dr hello.
