WALKYRIA
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There are those rare moments when I felt not only good but GREAAATTTTT; it's not about love, not about friendship but a constellation of a whole lot of things where I just felt great... and curiously attracted and charmed everyone around me and where everyone agreed with me and were compliant to my ever wish or atleast was willing to try to please me. Most of those times happened uncounsicously but this time it's seem that I'm becoming more and more able to inject positivity in my life and to forget or minimize the negative in my life. It seems that since I changed my whole point of view about the world; life(in society of course, I'm not suicidal) became a much easier and beautiful place to be. It all started few months ago with an unfair academic failure that crushed me, than with a little girl I incidently met and than saved from rape and violence and became the heroe of her and her parents; than after this heroic act and parents praisings, it evolved with the epiphanic realization that positive thought induced positive things and that happiness in the human sense was the combination of anything synonymous with positivity and anything synonymous with vitality(reproductive fitness, youth, energy.).
During this epiphanic state I changed everything in mind set and decided I just had to be great simply... I started my training in med school back and tested my theories, wich came out to be true... people respond very well to energy and positivity, my bosses are amazed by my enthousiasm and I became much better for advertizing my positive sides.. from there on I'm a great man(or I feel like it ), feel happier and feel like I've just find the right balance between my life and society, I feel more in tune....
Whenever I feel like that three explanation come to my mind spontaneously:
- Am I just bipolar and what I thought as as my normal state was actually a depressive state and now I'm just 1- normal state or 2- in a blissfull euphoric hypomaniac state( but then I do nothing excessive, I stay polite but I just feel amazingly great !)?
- I'm switching from INTP to ENTP
- I actually was a shy ENTP(who tetsed INTP) who because of the circumstances of life lost his soul, and now is regaining it back... This is highly possible.
I might add that those moments mostly arrive when in front of a novel situation, novel mind state, novel environement, novel social context... It seems that Novelty is my main motivator... After that I lose patience very fast.
I also became highly CONFIDENT and naturally attractive SINCE THEN.
SO INTP: have you ever got those feel great moments?
During this epiphanic state I changed everything in mind set and decided I just had to be great simply... I started my training in med school back and tested my theories, wich came out to be true... people respond very well to energy and positivity, my bosses are amazed by my enthousiasm and I became much better for advertizing my positive sides.. from there on I'm a great man(or I feel like it ), feel happier and feel like I've just find the right balance between my life and society, I feel more in tune....
Whenever I feel like that three explanation come to my mind spontaneously:
- Am I just bipolar and what I thought as as my normal state was actually a depressive state and now I'm just 1- normal state or 2- in a blissfull euphoric hypomaniac state( but then I do nothing excessive, I stay polite but I just feel amazingly great !)?
- I'm switching from INTP to ENTP
- I actually was a shy ENTP(who tetsed INTP) who because of the circumstances of life lost his soul, and now is regaining it back... This is highly possible.
I might add that those moments mostly arrive when in front of a novel situation, novel mind state, novel environement, novel social context... It seems that Novelty is my main motivator... After that I lose patience very fast.
I also became highly CONFIDENT and naturally attractive SINCE THEN.
SO INTP: have you ever got those feel great moments?