hidden talents.

[yaleha]

It doesn't seem natural for an INTP to enjoy public speaking all that much, however I've discovered that I am quite good at it. I love that feeling of owning the crowed, it seems I could do anything I want with it. Keeping the crowed engaged is the fun part, its a balancing act. I've never conducted an orchestra but I imagine that's what it feels like.

The weird part is that when I am in a such position, it kinda feels like a switch was flipped and I am not my regular self. On the other hand it feels so right, like it is my truest self. The only other time the switch is flipped is when I need to charm somebody. When there is a need, I can be the most charming son of a bitch there ever was.

Ideally I'd like to learn to turn all of my switches on/off at will because as of now it happens on the unconscious level.

 

[ZenRaiden]

I can ramble on in front of a class when presenting a project anytime. The fact made me rethink my career choices and at one point I realized I could be a good teacher with such a habit. I just feel nervous first few seconds, but once I get in to it I can go on for ever. I totally ignore the people I just stare at the wall or ceiling and raaaamble on....so I know what you mean. Its pretty fun feeling.