I the point of being an Intuitive to become more like a sensor?

[ZombieHitler]

Well I've come to a point in life wherein I feel like I have reached an adequate understanding of the world for myself, and my thirst for knowledge and understanding has been quenched just enough to where I feel as though I can let go and slip back into the present moment much more. In fact, I have come to that very conclusion, I have decided that it is far better to simply "enjoy the ride" sort to speak, and just take the moment as it is more often and readily just enjoy every breathe. It's easier said then done but I have experienced much greater peace of mind. Sure, everyone says this but I have found that I needed to reach a level of understanding before doing so.

Of course, it was not just knowledge, but experience and answering my own philosophical quandaries an questions, and perhaps even insecurities and shortcomings.

I am till in my 20s even, but I just feel more ready to let go, and I just find myself wondering, well what else is there? the answer I come to is far greater then the answer I would have in my teens, or early 20s then as of now.


Is this the desired outcome and what you want to achieve as an Intuitive then I wonder? I mean I guess in a way too, I had to become the hermit that went to the top of the mountain, and then come all the way back down again and re enter society.

Thoughts?

 

[washti]

Well I rather gone other routte - discovered that I dont know a fuck about world in general.
And that thrist for knowledge is growing stronger pushed by some form of shame - that i totally missed the point about what i don't know.
For me, enjoying the ride means to being a little less ignorant every day.

 

[ZombieHitler]

Well I rather gone other routte - discovered that I dont know a fuck about world in general.
And that thrist for knowledge is growing stronger pushed by some form of shame - that i totally missed the point about what i don't know.
For me, enjoying the ride means to being a little less ignorant every day.

Yes, but do you never see an end to this?


Sure, you cannot know everything or solve all the problems to the world (or you are like a god damn super human genius person-y thing)

I guess I just have read I feel enough about history, science, astrology, and philosophy, literature that I have a pretty adequate and solid understanding of the world. I do not have the best education but I have tried to make up for in on my own and I guess I am not entirely done, I have come pretty close (i like to think) in understand the current state of humanity, the current place humanity has reached, and the obstacles standing in the way of progress (to a degree) and I just feel like you come to this place where you ask yourself as an individual, what forces and powers do I side or align myself with.

And I feel like you can side with force who always want to progress things, and keep this state or force going, or you can side with more natural forces and simply try and enjoy life as much as possible, maybe work on preserving things...

sort of like, artificial, synthetic, natural, etc

It's kind of like the endings in Mas Effect 3 I guess.
This video is one thing that sort of helped me reach or understand things.

Spoiler

https:// www.youtube.com/watch? v=yP8nEiyKutI&t=363s

 

[ZombieHitler]

https:// www.youtube.com/ watch?v=6WZHpPaWTm0
Metal gear Solid 1 & 2
https:// www.youtube.com/ watch?v=BrL7wo5-nJo
Mass effect Reapers:
https: //www.youtube.com/ watch?v=FUFvb_FfdjY
Samsara
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sa%E1%B9%83s%C4%81ra

I guess I've spend a lot of time searching for answers though. I used to be really depressed even sort of suicidal, and I felt so different then everyone else, and I could not seem to see things the way everyone else did and on my quest for answers in others, I just found for conflict and confusion. So I am familiar with the Bible, Judaism, and Eastern philosophy/spirituality, and as well some history, literature and symbolism as well as science a bit. I realized at some point that it all sort of connects or fits together in a weird way. A lot of things are kind of represented metaphorically and I feel as though I have become good at understanding how things are symbolically portrayed. Mostly it's just that...there is only the present moment an the now correct? everything else is just kind of an abstraction to understand what is ephemerally is.

I don't think people should just not think though and "accept" everything because I don't think that's what it is...completely.

There was this quote in Ghost in the Shell, the new movie that I really liked "The ghost is yours. They can control your shell, but not your ghost" and that's what I feel like it is. There's no way to really understand it or analyze it, it's only each and every person's individual responsibility to understand it.


In a way I choose or favor subjectivity, but also because it's my nature to do so though I am inherently biased and biologically inclined to reach this conclusion, but at the same time, I think it's the correct choice to make. There's always tiny variables and an accounted for phenomenons that cannot always be directly or completely computed and analyzed perfectly. In a way, it's the opposite and evidence for what others seek to disprove or deny and that is their own misunderstanding perhaps or faltering.

I felt like the trick in looking at everything, i not to take it in a singular or isolated way, you don't go "oh this is some separate bit of information that doesn't have to do with anything else" you look at all knowledge as being part of the same blueprint, or mosaic, and mural on some great wall.