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- Apr 12, 2014
- only halfway there
I would gladly go back and restart, even if it meant doing everything again.I sometimes imagine going back in time and becoming the child I was while keeping the memories of this life. I imagine what I would do differently this time around.
There were a few times I was in positions to help people, and didnt even know. I think being able to start over, I could have skipped the trauma and damage, mentally.
It is odd to think of how many problems I could have solved or avoided, if I had only known how.
I guess that is a cool way to look at the present, so much more capable.
At the same time, I probably wouldnt, there are too many things that have happened, that hold too much value. I think I would stay here, it feels wrong to escape the suffering that made me grow as a person, its scary actually.