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Artsu Tharaz.
-I say ditch this sparrow until you are strong enough to deal with it.
Your psychosis interests me because I only have neurosis, lol, and am not qualified. Does this "psychosis" give you bad vibes that you pay attention to or does it give you random gibberish that irritates you because it scrambles your brain?- In either case I say take your meds (were they prescribed?) as then you can get hold of your rational self as a defense.
I crossed out that other stuff as I wasn't caught up on the thread. The way I see it is, just as your were experiencing irrational brain activity (= psychosis), something bad in your real life (loss of girlfriend) went along with it.
This would sadden anyone. Time is require to reflect on what your new real life situation is now that it's changed. This means you can use your rational self to address the situation. There are some good people here who are fond of you if only by showing they care ... of which I am one.