Recent content by cyanical

So I could develop it by trying to understand reality? I need to go out more. Do different things. Thanks everyone.

My head hurts from trying to read type descriptions. Can anyone put it simply? I know I can over-think myself into a hole of introversion, and I want to get out of it. And, thank you in advance. I'm desperate for help.

Maybe someone can help put me at ease about this. I read and stuff. I try to understand others. My problem now is that I do not feel ownership of my own ideas, opinions, and values. This feeling has come on gradually. Maybe I'm not used to changing. Part of me wants to go back to a...

I have no solutions to offer you, but I have sympathy. What you describe sounds a lot like what I experience. I think I could use a different environment--be around people with more similar values. I find the prevailing values of American culture to be unhealthy. Nothing new there. But it...

It's cool how accurate this is at describing my life (figuratively). I'm glad I found this forum. Beautiful imagery and beautiful art.

I've been growing feelings too. It started after a big life transition--when I moved out of my mother's household to live and study at college. Up until then, I always felt detached from everyone, including myself. It always disappointed me because I would know, on a purely intellectual...

Right now I feel like it's my social anxiety in general. It makes it difficult to connect with people I want to have relationships with, romantic or not. I can get in a overly self-conscious loop of thoughts sometimes.

I posted this in another forum: I'm fresh out of school, and I don't know where to go. All I know is I don't want to stay where I am now (California). I don't know what I'm looking for--maybe I just want to learn more about myself. I've been playing the idea of visiting different...