i believe i'm creative, i know how to project images into reality, i have a good sense of aesthetics
i have a good ear for music and i can compose pieces
i am also creative with words, my exgf used to ask me to tell her invented stories so she could fall asleep (weird)
i can be really motivational sometimes
but there are just too many things that nullify all these nice things
so how do they matter?
i'm such a procrastinator
i never finish anything, ever
i have no focus, i don't pay attention ever
i'm impulsive
i'm not good at being normal, people get scared of me, when they find me interesting they end up leaving me behind for their own good (although i have managed to be quite popular and hated it)