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Grief

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvnsBbWKxGk
I am a one-ton, armor plated;
living breathing being
I wade in streams all day;
eat grass; and little else
then one day my world was shattered
by freakish two-legged beings
wielding instruments of pain
hell-bent on striking me down

a super-psyochotic need
to make me and scream and bleed
brought on solely by greed
I only want to be free

if I had my way, I'd stomp you flat
under my bulk
or ram this horn you so crave
into your fucking throat
I'll topple the noisy creatures
in which you flee
but I'll never understand
why you want me to die

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSzZx2Wjmps
too many
fucking people
I don't know why
but people make me angry
inner segregation

isolated
solitude
depressed reality
saves my sanity

happiness is a state of mind
sadness
fills all minds all the time
we are not alive

I wish I'd never see
another human again
keep my hostile thoughts to myself
I'd rather be alone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kx86jkrINuM
I drown in my self-pity
don't need your sympathy
alone I wait for the end
I'm sick of seeing your fucking faces

no one at my funeral
friends - I had none
nobody cares that I'm dead
no one ever knew my name
I died lonely and miserable
life meant nothing to me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYbgg_9YUZs
life is a long lived torment
haunted by our useless existence
the world will still keep decaying
when we're all in our grave
depression

live is morbid hell
precious? I think not
who cares about the fellow man
your all just a bunch of fucking bastards

depression

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZsRmOtEhYE
unleashed upon
an unsuspecting mankind
millions affected
soon millions more will follow
a horrid plague
exterminates the human race
now know cure
the death toll keeps on rising

humanity is wiped out

loved ones and friends
in grievance of their losses
while institutions
get rich off the unfortunate
skin and tissue
transformed into a grotesque mess
left to suffe
and slowly just waste away

lost reasons for living

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_MqYWyYBSHs
life's constant struggles
an uphill battle everyday
kill myself just to make ends meet
now I pray for change

the droning of everyday life
totally ruinning me

ongoing monotous confusion
despairs all that I can gasp
what will tomorrow bring?
don't even think that I'll last today

drone.....


If it's too slow, you're too happy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=alYiwTTlClM
I feel dejected
A lonely future of failure
And I'm growing
Very angry

I slither in the
Dirt and mud
Because that's where
I belong

I'm fucking miserable
And worthless
No self-esteem
And it sometimes hurts

I slither in the
Dirt and mud
Because that's where
I belong

Earthworm
Earthworm
Earthworm
I'm a lot like you

I was taught to love
But I learned to hate
Bisect me
I will regenerate

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UkCUOJeMUFM
Take me away from
All this shit I'm seeing
It's time to make a change
This life is ruining me
I've got to get away
I've got to get the fuck out
Out of this dreary place
Out of this wasted life
I want more out of life
Than sadness and pain
I search for happiness
But it's never obtained

Where do I belong?
Where do I fit in?
I have to escape
From this misery within

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q7Hc0mv6L90
No!!!
More will my friends stand for
My drunken belligerence
Girls won't put up with my
Stubborn ignorance
Things used to be simple
I wish I was still five
Now drugs and booze keep my alive

Hate, it's more than a word
A way of life
You're on your own
Nobody gives a fuck about you, or me

Loving couples, smiling children anger me
Fills me with hostility
The way you live, can't seem to find
What it's about
Arbor hospital, you never should've let me out

Hate, it's more than a word
A way of life
You're on your own
Nobody gives a fuck about you I'm ruined

You fuckers never should've let me out

I'm ruined

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjUepb3V98g
Encounter many problems in life
Dealing with a constant strife
Confidence nowhere to be found
Ability run into the ground

My future looks extremely bleak
An immediate exit I seek
Ready to take my chances with fate
Carve my name in a block of slate

Razor blades are everywhere
They'll help me through my despair
Horizontal slashes-the wrist
Bleed, purge, my final bliss

My equilibrium is way off balance
I should be placed under surveillance
As I add to these holes in the walls
Life's got me by the balls

Watch me as I come to grief
Writhing in my final release
Agony like you've never known
From this clump of dust I'm thrown

Betrayal!!!
Betrayal!!!
Deceived me
I'll screw you all in the end

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ek8h-i89kHg
You hide behind your false face
You never show any trace of who you really are
The lowest form of life by far

I once trusted you
But I never will again

You steal from me, you don't think I see
Pretending like everything is real fucking cool
I am no fool

Low life
No life
Low life
Fuck you

What goes around will come around
And it will all come back to you
You will pay you piece of shit
For everyone you've screwed

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltXXci2DZL4
Day in, day out - Nothing has changed
Drugs, alcohol, to ease the pain
Distort the truth
Making it through - Finding a way

Making it through another day
No peace of mind

Misery comes - Misery goes
Empty feeling rotting my soul
Rotting my soul
Sometimes I feel like I'm hollow
Wallowing in all the sorrow
When will it end?

Days seem like weeks, weeks seem like years
Time washes away all of my tears
All of my fears, I confront everyday
Ripping my heart, tears it apart

Never-ending travel through time
No turning back, you're running blind
Search for my soul, identity
So when I die, I'll rest in peace

Your soul will never rest in peace
Miserably ever after

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RY1AaRYH6k
I don't sing about saving the trees
I don't sing about pollution in the seas
I sing about my own life's reality

Don't get me wrong - I'm not blind
These problems do exist
But I don't see how writing a song will change any of this
If you really give a shit, get off your ass and do something about it

I'm not a P.C or a veggie
So don't pass judgement before knowing me
I'm not a straight-edge or have a shaved head
I'll drink and take drugs 'til the day I'm dead

I live life for myself
Not for you or anyone else

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiQlz2XFglY
I hate them all - Mankind should be erased
I'll watch them fall - From the world they create
They'll kill themselves - They control their own fate
No stopping now - Because it is too late

I hate the human race - What a fucking disgrace
I hate the human race - I'll smash your ugly face

Destroy the earth - What you one day will do
What's your life worth? - Not much. Once you are through
A world of hurt - You subject yourself to
No sign of birth - The end of me and you

I hate the human race - What a fucking disgrace
I hate the human race - I'll smash your ugly face

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EKFR16BoMpA
if there´s life in outer space
take me away from this place
beam me up - i´ll volunteer
it can´t be much worse than here
watching your back all the time
every single minute - crime.
raping, murder, stealing, fraud
church is a scam - so is god.
polluted souls
polluted minds
polluted beings -
we´re called mankind
the earth is fucked
every one´s corrupt
the system and the government SUCK

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rrTBszqhrV4
Shapeless, formless
There is nothing to me.
Selfless, no cause, broken,
Inspecific.

Drifting, cloud like, spreading,
Dissipating.
Distance between every
Part of what was me.

Amorphous...
Amorphous...

When nothing matters
There is - no matter to me
When life's insubstantial
There's no solidarity.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQebsA2FYJE
Abandoned by the useless system, why?
Tortured screams go unheard.
Released into the hands of someone who
Abused her to the point of death.
Floor mopped with her head,
Bashed against a wall til she was dead.
Violated with tooth and hair brush - genitals burned
Blind to the bruises
Deaf to the screams
The system has failed to the greatest extreme
Cracked addicted mother
thought she had a rag doll.
Treated her 7 year old
Like she was a football.
A system made to serve and protect
Has served no purpose but to neglect.
It was they who committed the crime.
How much longer til another child dies?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rR2uSbCqH1U
Scrape me from inside
My walls they bleed
My own black mass
Fullfill
My needs

Take hold of my mind
Capture my soul
Eternal peace
Forever stoned
Burning black tar
Stains my lungs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vcS3F_As0hA
If there's life after death
I'll return a powerful creature
And lead a revolution...against mankind
I'll be the predator...and man will be the hunted
Animals rule the earth
As they did before

(chorus)
Predator, carnivore, continue to devour
Man cannot overpower...he continues to cower

Now that I have erased...the entire human race
I've turned the world into...a much better place

(chorus)

No more system, no more government
No religion, no more presidents
No more pollution, no more toxic waste
The solution, kill the human race

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xl86f2d5gYE
I can't socialize, puzzle with no nitch
Feelings obsolete, art a dying trade
No brass rings, no shooting stars to wish upon
Wishes, dreams and hopes have all been shit upon
No one wants to be with me 'cause I'm not really here
I'm just a fading picture man, image thinned by tears
I'd like to think I'm recognized but I'm not really here
The mind that was sculpted of has dried and cracked with years
Enigmatic, schizophrenic, mad drug addict
There is no map, I'm lost inside my own mind
T.H.C. comforts me, sets me free
I won't come back...I won't come back...I won't come back

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cax7ch6W2VI
If the world were flat I'd walk on the edge
Balancing between life and death
Breathe my last breath - take my final step
Freefalling, suffocating, heartstopping - all life ends
Is there a hell below? No one's sure, I don't know
Or will my soul fall lifeless into the abyss?
My corpse soars through space
Erosion takes place
If the world were flat I'd walk to the edge and come back

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmnn1lXwTQk
I bury my head in the earth
Not to hide my ugliness, but to shield my eyes from your horrid world
I used to run free, now you want to eat me
Fuck off you bastards
Why don't you eat yourself?
Human flesh, I'll bet you taste like shit
I'll ram your fucking head in the ground
Trample your body until it is broke
Leave you for the insects to devour
I'm an ostrich

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=itPwXNybRYw
All I can see - darkness in front of me
For the time being - how long? We'll wait and see
Patience thinning - Try to think positively
That's not easy - so used to negativity
I am so sick and tired of being pissed
I must find peace
These feelings must be dismissed
It's no sure thing that I'll find happiness
Because we know it ften turns to sadness
Here we are...my old friend
Down in the...dumps again

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CY025Xi3BJo
I keep asking myself why
Why are people so god damned blind?
When will mankind realize?
We're to blame for the earth's demise
Rape the earth for all that it's worth
Use up its last natural resource?!
With each day it keeps on getting worse
Destroy habitats with no remorse
No escape - no escape from your fate
Now I wait - now I wait patiently
Future looks bleak - there is no hope
I smoke and drink just to cope
Global genocide is no joke
Hang the whole world with one big rope
No escape - no escape from your fate
Now I wait - now I wait patiently

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tEcEL01fPfk
Thoughts buried long ago
Exist far below
Like worms that I can't see
Feeding on my pain they hunger
Burrowing through the past and present
They find liberty usurping me with melacholia
When rotten ideas break free controlling me
showing me what I ran from I feel dead
And fed upon violated and gnawed
Inhabited by ghosts haunted by the truth
 

OrLevitate

Banned
Local time
Today 1:41 AM
Joined
Apr 10, 2014
Messages
784
---
Location
I'm intrinsically luminous, mortals. I'm 4ever
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvnsBbWKxGk
I am a one-ton, armor plated [like a butterfly's armed with air around it's wings];
living breathing being
I wade in streams all day;
eat grass; and little else [get out of the house]
then one day my world was shattered [no shit, you're narrow minded]
by freakish two-legged beings
wielding instruments of pain
hell-bent on striking me down

a super-psyochotic need
to make me and scream and bleed
brought on solely by greed [call the motivation opposing your pathologically self-validating behavior whatever you want]
I only want to be free [right, (fixed that for you)]

if I had my way, I'd stomp you flat
under my bulk [you could try...]
or ram this horn you so crave
into your fucking throat [im down if it's an ahem enlightening experience?]
I'll topple the noisy creatures [oh you're really withdrawn/reserved and use introversion as a platform for spite?]
in which you flee
but I'll never understand
why you want me to die [don't, just helping you self-correct]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSzZx2Wjmps
too many
fucking people
I don't know why
but people make me angry
inner segregation
[yea i dunno y bro]
isolated
solitude
depressed reality
saves my sanity
[depressive realism is a state of honesty brought on by misery. there is no objective reality, only subjective, and people are more honest with themselves when they're depressed, it's a recursive loop that many find hard to segue out of]
happiness is a state of mind
sadness
fills all minds all the time
we are not alive

I wish I'd never see
another human again
keep my hostile thoughts to myself
I'd rather be alone [false. simply false.]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kx86jkrINuM
I drown in my self-pity
don't need your sympathy
alone I wait for the end
I'm sick of seeing your fucking faces [cause all you want is to be right, and you're so right, and they just keep proving you wrong, is it all subjective? should you be offended? where's your armor from the first line?]

no one at my funeral
friends - I had none
nobody cares that I'm dead
no one ever knew my name
I died lonely and miserable
life meant nothing to me [if you're unhappy with your circumstances what's the hang up, change them already, there are wayyy more avenues of possibilities than you've considered]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYbgg_9YUZs
life is a long lived torment
haunted by our useless existence
the world will still keep decaying
when we're all in our grave
depression [do i have to point out that a plethora of other perspectives are held by others, and that your perspective is malleable, and based on feelings and circumstances]

live is morbid hell
precious? I think not
who cares about the fellow man
your all just a bunch of fucking bastards [nah you're just a whiny bitch]

depression

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZsRmOtEhYE
unleashed upon
an unsuspecting mankind
millions affected
soon millions more will follow
a horrid plague
exterminates the human race
now know cure
the death toll keeps on rising [everyone has their own faiths based on their ahem unique minds]

humanity is wiped out

loved ones and friends
in grievance of their losses
while institutions
get rich off the unfortunate
skin and tissue
transformed into a grotesque mess [uh welcome to 12931823 b.c.]
left to suffe
and slowly just waste away

lost reasons for living

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_MqYWyYBSHs
life's constant struggles
an uphill battle everyday
kill myself just to make ends meet
now I pray for change [i lost steam here' im wif u bro]

the droning of everyday life
totally ruinning me

ongoing monotous confusion
despairs all that I can gasp
what will tomorrow bring?
don't even think that I'll last today

drone.....


If it's too slow, you're too happy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=alYiwTTlClM
I feel dejected
A lonely future of failure
And I'm growing
Very angry

I slither in the
Dirt and mud
Because that's where
I belong

I'm fucking miserable
And worthless
No self-esteem
And it sometimes hurts

I slither in the
Dirt and mud
Because that's where
I belong

Earthworm
Earthworm
Earthworm
I'm a lot like you

I was taught to love
But I learned to hate
Bisect me
I will regenerate

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UkCUOJeMUFM
Take me away from
All this shit I'm seeing
It's time to make a change
This life is ruining me
I've got to get away
I've got to get the fuck out
Out of this dreary place
Out of this wasted life
I want more out of life
Than sadness and pain
I search for happiness
But it's never obtained

Where do I belong?
Where do I fit in?
I have to escape
From this misery within

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q7Hc0mv6L90
No!!!
More will my friends stand for
My drunken belligerence
Girls won't put up with my
Stubborn ignorance
Things used to be simple
I wish I was still five
Now drugs and booze keep my alive

Hate, it's more than a word
A way of life
You're on your own
Nobody gives a fuck about you, or me

Loving couples, smiling children anger me
Fills me with hostility
The way you live, can't seem to find
What it's about
Arbor hospital, you never should've let me out

Hate, it's more than a word
A way of life
You're on your own
Nobody gives a fuck about you I'm ruined

You fuckers never should've let me out

I'm ruined

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjUepb3V98g
Encounter many problems in life
Dealing with a constant strife
Confidence nowhere to be found
Ability run into the ground

My future looks extremely bleak
An immediate exit I seek
Ready to take my chances with fate
Carve my name in a block of slate

Razor blades are everywhere
They'll help me through my despair
Horizontal slashes-the wrist
Bleed, purge, my final bliss

My equilibrium is way off balance
I should be placed under surveillance
As I add to these holes in the walls
Life's got me by the balls

Watch me as I come to grief
Writhing in my final release
Agony like you've never known
From this clump of dust I'm thrown

Betrayal!!!
Betrayal!!!
Deceived me
I'll screw you all in the end

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ek8h-i89kHg
You hide behind your false face
You never show any trace of who you really are
The lowest form of life by far

I once trusted you
But I never will again

You steal from me, you don't think I see
Pretending like everything is real fucking cool
I am no fool

Low life
No life
Low life
Fuck you

What goes around will come around
And it will all come back to you
You will pay you piece of shit
For everyone you've screwed

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltXXci2DZL4
Day in, day out - Nothing has changed
Drugs, alcohol, to ease the pain
Distort the truth
Making it through - Finding a way

Making it through another day
No peace of mind

Misery comes - Misery goes
Empty feeling rotting my soul
Rotting my soul
Sometimes I feel like I'm hollow
Wallowing in all the sorrow
When will it end?

Days seem like weeks, weeks seem like years
Time washes away all of my tears
All of my fears, I confront everyday
Ripping my heart, tears it apart

Never-ending travel through time
No turning back, you're running blind
Search for my soul, identity
So when I die, I'll rest in peace

Your soul will never rest in peace
Miserably ever after

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RY1AaRYH6k
I don't sing about saving the trees
I don't sing about pollution in the seas
I sing about my own life's reality

Don't get me wrong - I'm not blind
These problems do exist
But I don't see how writing a song will change any of this
If you really give a shit, get off your ass and do something about it

I'm not a P.C or a veggie
So don't pass judgement before knowing me
I'm not a straight-edge or have a shaved head
I'll drink and take drugs 'til the day I'm dead

I live life for myself
Not for you or anyone else

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiQlz2XFglY
I hate them all - Mankind should be erased
I'll watch them fall - From the world they create
They'll kill themselves - They control their own fate
No stopping now - Because it is too late

I hate the human race - What a fucking disgrace
I hate the human race - I'll smash your ugly face

Destroy the earth - What you one day will do
What's your life worth? - Not much. Once you are through
A world of hurt - You subject yourself to
No sign of birth - The end of me and you

I hate the human race - What a fucking disgrace
I hate the human race - I'll smash your ugly face

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EKFR16BoMpA
if there´s life in outer space
take me away from this place
beam me up - i´ll volunteer
it can´t be much worse than here
watching your back all the time
every single minute - crime.
raping, murder, stealing, fraud
church is a scam - so is god.
polluted souls
polluted minds
polluted beings -
we´re called mankind
the earth is fucked
every one´s corrupt
the system and the government SUCK

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rrTBszqhrV4
Shapeless, formless
There is nothing to me.
Selfless, no cause, broken,
Inspecific.

Drifting, cloud like, spreading,
Dissipating.
Distance between every
Part of what was me.

Amorphous...
Amorphous...

When nothing matters
There is - no matter to me
When life's insubstantial
There's no solidarity.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQebsA2FYJE
Abandoned by the useless system, why?
Tortured screams go unheard.
Released into the hands of someone who
Abused her to the point of death.
Floor mopped with her head,
Bashed against a wall til she was dead.
Violated with tooth and hair brush - genitals burned
Blind to the bruises
Deaf to the screams
The system has failed to the greatest extreme
Cracked addicted mother
thought she had a rag doll.
Treated her 7 year old
Like she was a football.
A system made to serve and protect
Has served no purpose but to neglect.
It was they who committed the crime.
How much longer til another child dies?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rR2uSbCqH1U
Scrape me from inside
My walls they bleed
My own black mass
Fullfill
My needs

Take hold of my mind
Capture my soul
Eternal peace
Forever stoned
Burning black tar
Stains my lungs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vcS3F_As0hA
If there's life after death
I'll return a powerful creature
And lead a revolution...against mankind
I'll be the predator...and man will be the hunted
Animals rule the earth
As they did before

(chorus)
Predator, carnivore, continue to devour
Man cannot overpower...he continues to cower

Now that I have erased...the entire human race
I've turned the world into...a much better place

(chorus)

No more system, no more government
No religion, no more presidents
No more pollution, no more toxic waste
The solution, kill the human race

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xl86f2d5gYE
I can't socialize, puzzle with no nitch
Feelings obsolete, art a dying trade
No brass rings, no shooting stars to wish upon
Wishes, dreams and hopes have all been shit upon
No one wants to be with me 'cause I'm not really here
I'm just a fading picture man, image thinned by tears
I'd like to think I'm recognized but I'm not really here
The mind that was sculpted of has dried and cracked with years
Enigmatic, schizophrenic, mad drug addict
There is no map, I'm lost inside my own mind
T.H.C. comforts me, sets me free
I won't come back...I won't come back...I won't come back

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cax7ch6W2VI
If the world were flat I'd walk on the edge
Balancing between life and death
Breathe my last breath - take my final step
Freefalling, suffocating, heartstopping - all life ends
Is there a hell below? No one's sure, I don't know
Or will my soul fall lifeless into the abyss?
My corpse soars through space
Erosion takes place
If the world were flat I'd walk to the edge and come back

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmnn1lXwTQk
I bury my head in the earth
Not to hide my ugliness, but to shield my eyes from your horrid world
I used to run free, now you want to eat me
Fuck off you bastards
Why don't you eat yourself?
Human flesh, I'll bet you taste like shit
I'll ram your fucking head in the ground
Trample your body until it is broke
Leave you for the insects to devour
I'm an ostrich

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=itPwXNybRYw
All I can see - darkness in front of me
For the time being - how long? We'll wait and see
Patience thinning - Try to think positively
That's not easy - so used to negativity
I am so sick and tired of being pissed
I must find peace
These feelings must be dismissed
It's no sure thing that I'll find happiness
Because we know it ften turns to sadness
Here we are...my old friend
Down in the...dumps again

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CY025Xi3BJo
I keep asking myself why
Why are people so god damned blind?
When will mankind realize?
We're to blame for the earth's demise
Rape the earth for all that it's worth
Use up its last natural resource?!
With each day it keeps on getting worse
Destroy habitats with no remorse
No escape - no escape from your fate
Now I wait - now I wait patiently
Future looks bleak - there is no hope
I smoke and drink just to cope
Global genocide is no joke
Hang the whole world with one big rope
No escape - no escape from your fate
Now I wait - now I wait patiently

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tEcEL01fPfk
Thoughts buried long ago
Exist far below
Like worms that I can't see
Feeding on my pain they hunger
Burrowing through the past and present
They find liberty usurping me with melacholia
When rotten ideas break free controlling me
showing me what I ran from I feel dead
And fed upon violated and gnawed
Inhabited by ghosts haunted by the truth

G

Why so many videos man, this isn't ENTJ forum, or IsTJ forum
 

OrLevitate

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I'm intrinsically luminous, mortals. I'm 4ever

k9b4

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Messages
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Location
in a house
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvnsBbWKxGk
I am a one-ton, armor plated;
living breathing being
I wade in streams all day;
eat grass; and little else
then one day my world was shattered
by freakish two-legged beings
wielding instruments of pain
hell-bent on striking me down

a super-psyochotic need
to make me and scream and bleed
brought on solely by greed
I only want to be free

if I had my way, I'd stomp you flat
under my bulk
or ram this horn you so crave
into your fucking throat
I'll topple the noisy creatures
in which you flee
but I'll never understand
why you want me to die

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSzZx2Wjmps
too many
fucking people
I don't know why
but people make me angry
inner segregation

isolated
solitude
depressed reality
saves my sanity

happiness is a state of mind
sadness
fills all minds all the time
we are not alive

I wish I'd never see
another human again
keep my hostile thoughts to myself
I'd rather be alone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kx86jkrINuM
I drown in my self-pity
don't need your sympathy
alone I wait for the end
I'm sick of seeing your fucking faces

no one at my funeral
friends - I had none
nobody cares that I'm dead
no one ever knew my name
I died lonely and miserable
life meant nothing to me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYbgg_9YUZs
life is a long lived torment
haunted by our useless existence
the world will still keep decaying
when we're all in our grave
depression

live is morbid hell
precious? I think not
who cares about the fellow man
your all just a bunch of fucking bastards

depression

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZsRmOtEhYE
unleashed upon
an unsuspecting mankind
millions affected
soon millions more will follow
a horrid plague
exterminates the human race
now know cure
the death toll keeps on rising

humanity is wiped out

loved ones and friends
in grievance of their losses
while institutions
get rich off the unfortunate
skin and tissue
transformed into a grotesque mess
left to suffe
and slowly just waste away

lost reasons for living

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_MqYWyYBSHs
life's constant struggles
an uphill battle everyday
kill myself just to make ends meet
now I pray for change

the droning of everyday life
totally ruinning me

ongoing monotous confusion
despairs all that I can gasp
what will tomorrow bring?
don't even think that I'll last today

drone.....


If it's too slow, you're too happy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=alYiwTTlClM
I feel dejected
A lonely future of failure
And I'm growing
Very angry

I slither in the
Dirt and mud
Because that's where
I belong

I'm fucking miserable
And worthless
No self-esteem
And it sometimes hurts

I slither in the
Dirt and mud
Because that's where
I belong

Earthworm
Earthworm
Earthworm
I'm a lot like you

I was taught to love
But I learned to hate
Bisect me
I will regenerate

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UkCUOJeMUFM
Take me away from
All this shit I'm seeing
It's time to make a change
This life is ruining me
I've got to get away
I've got to get the fuck out
Out of this dreary place
Out of this wasted life
I want more out of life
Than sadness and pain
I search for happiness
But it's never obtained

Where do I belong?
Where do I fit in?
I have to escape
From this misery within

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q7Hc0mv6L90
No!!!
More will my friends stand for
My drunken belligerence
Girls won't put up with my
Stubborn ignorance
Things used to be simple
I wish I was still five
Now drugs and booze keep my alive

Hate, it's more than a word
A way of life
You're on your own
Nobody gives a fuck about you, or me

Loving couples, smiling children anger me
Fills me with hostility
The way you live, can't seem to find
What it's about
Arbor hospital, you never should've let me out

Hate, it's more than a word
A way of life
You're on your own
Nobody gives a fuck about you I'm ruined

You fuckers never should've let me out

I'm ruined

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjUepb3V98g
Encounter many problems in life
Dealing with a constant strife
Confidence nowhere to be found
Ability run into the ground

My future looks extremely bleak
An immediate exit I seek
Ready to take my chances with fate
Carve my name in a block of slate

Razor blades are everywhere
They'll help me through my despair
Horizontal slashes-the wrist
Bleed, purge, my final bliss

My equilibrium is way off balance
I should be placed under surveillance
As I add to these holes in the walls
Life's got me by the balls

Watch me as I come to grief
Writhing in my final release
Agony like you've never known
From this clump of dust I'm thrown

Betrayal!!!
Betrayal!!!
Deceived me
I'll screw you all in the end

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ek8h-i89kHg
You hide behind your false face
You never show any trace of who you really are
The lowest form of life by far

I once trusted you
But I never will again

You steal from me, you don't think I see
Pretending like everything is real fucking cool
I am no fool

Low life
No life
Low life
Fuck you

What goes around will come around
And it will all come back to you
You will pay you piece of shit
For everyone you've screwed

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltXXci2DZL4
Day in, day out - Nothing has changed
Drugs, alcohol, to ease the pain
Distort the truth
Making it through - Finding a way

Making it through another day
No peace of mind

Misery comes - Misery goes
Empty feeling rotting my soul
Rotting my soul
Sometimes I feel like I'm hollow
Wallowing in all the sorrow
When will it end?

Days seem like weeks, weeks seem like years
Time washes away all of my tears
All of my fears, I confront everyday
Ripping my heart, tears it apart

Never-ending travel through time
No turning back, you're running blind
Search for my soul, identity
So when I die, I'll rest in peace

Your soul will never rest in peace
Miserably ever after

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RY1AaRYH6k
I don't sing about saving the trees
I don't sing about pollution in the seas
I sing about my own life's reality

Don't get me wrong - I'm not blind
These problems do exist
But I don't see how writing a song will change any of this
If you really give a shit, get off your ass and do something about it

I'm not a P.C or a veggie
So don't pass judgement before knowing me
I'm not a straight-edge or have a shaved head
I'll drink and take drugs 'til the day I'm dead

I live life for myself
Not for you or anyone else

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiQlz2XFglY
I hate them all - Mankind should be erased
I'll watch them fall - From the world they create
They'll kill themselves - They control their own fate
No stopping now - Because it is too late

I hate the human race - What a fucking disgrace
I hate the human race - I'll smash your ugly face

Destroy the earth - What you one day will do
What's your life worth? - Not much. Once you are through
A world of hurt - You subject yourself to
No sign of birth - The end of me and you

I hate the human race - What a fucking disgrace
I hate the human race - I'll smash your ugly face

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EKFR16BoMpA
if there´s life in outer space
take me away from this place
beam me up - i´ll volunteer
it can´t be much worse than here
watching your back all the time
every single minute - crime.
raping, murder, stealing, fraud
church is a scam - so is god.
polluted souls
polluted minds
polluted beings -
we´re called mankind
the earth is fucked
every one´s corrupt
the system and the government SUCK

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rrTBszqhrV4
Shapeless, formless
There is nothing to me.
Selfless, no cause, broken,
Inspecific.

Drifting, cloud like, spreading,
Dissipating.
Distance between every
Part of what was me.

Amorphous...
Amorphous...

When nothing matters
There is - no matter to me
When life's insubstantial
There's no solidarity.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQebsA2FYJE
Abandoned by the useless system, why?
Tortured screams go unheard.
Released into the hands of someone who
Abused her to the point of death.
Floor mopped with her head,
Bashed against a wall til she was dead.
Violated with tooth and hair brush - genitals burned
Blind to the bruises
Deaf to the screams
The system has failed to the greatest extreme
Cracked addicted mother
thought she had a rag doll.
Treated her 7 year old
Like she was a football.
A system made to serve and protect
Has served no purpose but to neglect.
It was they who committed the crime.
How much longer til another child dies?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rR2uSbCqH1U
Scrape me from inside
My walls they bleed
My own black mass
Fullfill
My needs

Take hold of my mind
Capture my soul
Eternal peace
Forever stoned
Burning black tar
Stains my lungs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vcS3F_As0hA
If there's life after death
I'll return a powerful creature
And lead a revolution...against mankind
I'll be the predator...and man will be the hunted
Animals rule the earth
As they did before

(chorus)
Predator, carnivore, continue to devour
Man cannot overpower...he continues to cower

Now that I have erased...the entire human race
I've turned the world into...a much better place

(chorus)

No more system, no more government
No religion, no more presidents
No more pollution, no more toxic waste
The solution, kill the human race

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xl86f2d5gYE
I can't socialize, puzzle with no nitch
Feelings obsolete, art a dying trade
No brass rings, no shooting stars to wish upon
Wishes, dreams and hopes have all been shit upon
No one wants to be with me 'cause I'm not really here
I'm just a fading picture man, image thinned by tears
I'd like to think I'm recognized but I'm not really here
The mind that was sculpted of has dried and cracked with years
Enigmatic, schizophrenic, mad drug addict
There is no map, I'm lost inside my own mind
T.H.C. comforts me, sets me free
I won't come back...I won't come back...I won't come back

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cax7ch6W2VI
If the world were flat I'd walk on the edge
Balancing between life and death
Breathe my last breath - take my final step
Freefalling, suffocating, heartstopping - all life ends
Is there a hell below? No one's sure, I don't know
Or will my soul fall lifeless into the abyss?
My corpse soars through space
Erosion takes place
If the world were flat I'd walk to the edge and come back

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmnn1lXwTQk
I bury my head in the earth
Not to hide my ugliness, but to shield my eyes from your horrid world
I used to run free, now you want to eat me
Fuck off you bastards
Why don't you eat yourself?
Human flesh, I'll bet you taste like shit
I'll ram your fucking head in the ground
Trample your body until it is broke
Leave you for the insects to devour
I'm an ostrich

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=itPwXNybRYw
All I can see - darkness in front of me
For the time being - how long? We'll wait and see
Patience thinning - Try to think positively
That's not easy - so used to negativity
I am so sick and tired of being pissed
I must find peace
These feelings must be dismissed
It's no sure thing that I'll find happiness
Because we know it ften turns to sadness
Here we are...my old friend
Down in the...dumps again

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CY025Xi3BJo
I keep asking myself why
Why are people so god damned blind?
When will mankind realize?
We're to blame for the earth's demise
Rape the earth for all that it's worth
Use up its last natural resource?!
With each day it keeps on getting worse
Destroy habitats with no remorse
No escape - no escape from your fate
Now I wait - now I wait patiently
Future looks bleak - there is no hope
I smoke and drink just to cope
Global genocide is no joke
Hang the whole world with one big rope
No escape - no escape from your fate
Now I wait - now I wait patiently

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tEcEL01fPfk
Thoughts buried long ago
Exist far below
Like worms that I can't see
Feeding on my pain they hunger
Burrowing through the past and present
They find liberty usurping me with melacholia
When rotten ideas break free controlling me
showing me what I ran from I feel dead
And fed upon violated and gnawed
Inhabited by ghosts haunted by the truth
wow it would really suck if a bunch of people quoted your 1 kilometre long post
 

StevenM

beep
Local time
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Joined
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Messages
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvnsBbWKxGk
I am a one-ton, armor plated;
living breathing being
I wade in streams all day;
eat grass; and little else
then one day my world was shattered
by freakish two-legged beings
wielding instruments of pain
hell-bent on striking me down

a super-psyochotic need
to make me and scream and bleed
brought on solely by greed
I only want to be free

if I had my way, I'd stomp you flat
under my bulk
or ram this horn you so crave
into your fucking throat
I'll topple the noisy creatures
in which you flee
but I'll never understand
why you want me to die

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSzZx2Wjmps
too many
fucking people
I don't know why
but people make me angry
inner segregation

isolated
solitude
depressed reality
saves my sanity

happiness is a state of mind
sadness
fills all minds all the time
we are not alive

I wish I'd never see
another human again
keep my hostile thoughts to myself
I'd rather be alone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kx86jkrINuM
I drown in my self-pity
don't need your sympathy
alone I wait for the end
I'm sick of seeing your fucking faces

no one at my funeral
friends - I had none
nobody cares that I'm dead
no one ever knew my name
I died lonely and miserable
life meant nothing to me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYbgg_9YUZs
life is a long lived torment
haunted by our useless existence
the world will still keep decaying
when we're all in our grave
depression

live is morbid hell
precious? I think not
who cares about the fellow man
your all just a bunch of fucking bastards

depression

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZsRmOtEhYE
unleashed upon
an unsuspecting mankind
millions affected
soon millions more will follow
a horrid plague
exterminates the human race
now know cure
the death toll keeps on rising

humanity is wiped out

loved ones and friends
in grievance of their losses
while institutions
get rich off the unfortunate
skin and tissue
transformed into a grotesque mess
left to suffe
and slowly just waste away

lost reasons for living

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_MqYWyYBSHs
life's constant struggles
an uphill battle everyday
kill myself just to make ends meet
now I pray for change

the droning of everyday life
totally ruinning me

ongoing monotous confusion
despairs all that I can gasp
what will tomorrow bring?
don't even think that I'll last today

drone.....


If it's too slow, you're too happy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=alYiwTTlClM
I feel dejected
A lonely future of failure
And I'm growing
Very angry

I slither in the
Dirt and mud
Because that's where
I belong

I'm fucking miserable
And worthless
No self-esteem
And it sometimes hurts

I slither in the
Dirt and mud
Because that's where
I belong

Earthworm
Earthworm
Earthworm
I'm a lot like you

I was taught to love
But I learned to hate
Bisect me
I will regenerate

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UkCUOJeMUFM
Take me away from
All this shit I'm seeing
It's time to make a change
This life is ruining me
I've got to get away
I've got to get the fuck out
Out of this dreary place
Out of this wasted life
I want more out of life
Than sadness and pain
I search for happiness
But it's never obtained

Where do I belong?
Where do I fit in?
I have to escape
From this misery within

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q7Hc0mv6L90
No!!!
More will my friends stand for
My drunken belligerence
Girls won't put up with my
Stubborn ignorance
Things used to be simple
I wish I was still five
Now drugs and booze keep my alive

Hate, it's more than a word
A way of life
You're on your own
Nobody gives a fuck about you, or me

Loving couples, smiling children anger me
Fills me with hostility
The way you live, can't seem to find
What it's about
Arbor hospital, you never should've let me out

Hate, it's more than a word
A way of life
You're on your own
Nobody gives a fuck about you I'm ruined

You fuckers never should've let me out

I'm ruined

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjUepb3V98g
Encounter many problems in life
Dealing with a constant strife
Confidence nowhere to be found
Ability run into the ground

My future looks extremely bleak
An immediate exit I seek
Ready to take my chances with fate
Carve my name in a block of slate

Razor blades are everywhere
They'll help me through my despair
Horizontal slashes-the wrist
Bleed, purge, my final bliss

My equilibrium is way off balance
I should be placed under surveillance
As I add to these holes in the walls
Life's got me by the balls

Watch me as I come to grief
Writhing in my final release
Agony like you've never known
From this clump of dust I'm thrown

Betrayal!!!
Betrayal!!!
Deceived me
I'll screw you all in the end

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ek8h-i89kHg
You hide behind your false face
You never show any trace of who you really are
The lowest form of life by far

I once trusted you
But I never will again

You steal from me, you don't think I see
Pretending like everything is real fucking cool
I am no fool

Low life
No life
Low life
Fuck you

What goes around will come around
And it will all come back to you
You will pay you piece of shit
For everyone you've screwed

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltXXci2DZL4
Day in, day out - Nothing has changed
Drugs, alcohol, to ease the pain
Distort the truth
Making it through - Finding a way

Making it through another day
No peace of mind

Misery comes - Misery goes
Empty feeling rotting my soul
Rotting my soul
Sometimes I feel like I'm hollow
Wallowing in all the sorrow
When will it end?

Days seem like weeks, weeks seem like years
Time washes away all of my tears
All of my fears, I confront everyday
Ripping my heart, tears it apart

Never-ending travel through time
No turning back, you're running blind
Search for my soul, identity
So when I die, I'll rest in peace

Your soul will never rest in peace
Miserably ever after

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RY1AaRYH6k
I don't sing about saving the trees
I don't sing about pollution in the seas
I sing about my own life's reality

Don't get me wrong - I'm not blind
These problems do exist
But I don't see how writing a song will change any of this
If you really give a shit, get off your ass and do something about it

I'm not a P.C or a veggie
So don't pass judgement before knowing me
I'm not a straight-edge or have a shaved head
I'll drink and take drugs 'til the day I'm dead

I live life for myself
Not for you or anyone else

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiQlz2XFglY
I hate them all - Mankind should be erased
I'll watch them fall - From the world they create
They'll kill themselves - They control their own fate
No stopping now - Because it is too late

I hate the human race - What a fucking disgrace
I hate the human race - I'll smash your ugly face

Destroy the earth - What you one day will do
What's your life worth? - Not much. Once you are through
A world of hurt - You subject yourself to
No sign of birth - The end of me and you

I hate the human race - What a fucking disgrace
I hate the human race - I'll smash your ugly face

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EKFR16BoMpA
if there´s life in outer space
take me away from this place
beam me up - i´ll volunteer
it can´t be much worse than here
watching your back all the time
every single minute - crime.
raping, murder, stealing, fraud
church is a scam - so is god.
polluted souls
polluted minds
polluted beings -
we´re called mankind
the earth is fucked
every one´s corrupt
the system and the government SUCK

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rrTBszqhrV4
Shapeless, formless
There is nothing to me.
Selfless, no cause, broken,
Inspecific.

Drifting, cloud like, spreading,
Dissipating.
Distance between every
Part of what was me.

Amorphous...
Amorphous...

When nothing matters
There is - no matter to me
When life's insubstantial
There's no solidarity.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQebsA2FYJE
Abandoned by the useless system, why?
Tortured screams go unheard.
Released into the hands of someone who
Abused her to the point of death.
Floor mopped with her head,
Bashed against a wall til she was dead.
Violated with tooth and hair brush - genitals burned
Blind to the bruises
Deaf to the screams
The system has failed to the greatest extreme
Cracked addicted mother
thought she had a rag doll.
Treated her 7 year old
Like she was a football.
A system made to serve and protect
Has served no purpose but to neglect.
It was they who committed the crime.
How much longer til another child dies?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rR2uSbCqH1U
Scrape me from inside
My walls they bleed
My own black mass
Fullfill
My needs

Take hold of my mind
Capture my soul
Eternal peace
Forever stoned
Burning black tar
Stains my lungs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vcS3F_As0hA
If there's life after death
I'll return a powerful creature
And lead a revolution...against mankind
I'll be the predator...and man will be the hunted
Animals rule the earth
As they did before

(chorus)
Predator, carnivore, continue to devour
Man cannot overpower...he continues to cower

Now that I have erased...the entire human race
I've turned the world into...a much better place

(chorus)

No more system, no more government
No religion, no more presidents
No more pollution, no more toxic waste
The solution, kill the human race

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xl86f2d5gYE
I can't socialize, puzzle with no nitch
Feelings obsolete, art a dying trade
No brass rings, no shooting stars to wish upon
Wishes, dreams and hopes have all been shit upon
No one wants to be with me 'cause I'm not really here
I'm just a fading picture man, image thinned by tears
I'd like to think I'm recognized but I'm not really here
The mind that was sculpted of has dried and cracked with years
Enigmatic, schizophrenic, mad drug addict
There is no map, I'm lost inside my own mind
T.H.C. comforts me, sets me free
I won't come back...I won't come back...I won't come back

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cax7ch6W2VI
If the world were flat I'd walk on the edge
Balancing between life and death
Breathe my last breath - take my final step
Freefalling, suffocating, heartstopping - all life ends
Is there a hell below? No one's sure, I don't know
Or will my soul fall lifeless into the abyss?
My corpse soars through space
Erosion takes place
If the world were flat I'd walk to the edge and come back

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmnn1lXwTQk
I bury my head in the earth
Not to hide my ugliness, but to shield my eyes from your horrid world
I used to run free, now you want to eat me
Fuck off you bastards
Why don't you eat yourself?
Human flesh, I'll bet you taste like shit
I'll ram your fucking head in the ground
Trample your body until it is broke
Leave you for the insects to devour
I'm an ostrich

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=itPwXNybRYw
All I can see - darkness in front of me
For the time being - how long? We'll wait and see
Patience thinning - Try to think positively
That's not easy - so used to negativity
I am so sick and tired of being pissed
I must find peace
These feelings must be dismissed
It's no sure thing that I'll find happiness
Because we know it ften turns to sadness
Here we are...my old friend
Down in the...dumps again

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CY025Xi3BJo
I keep asking myself why
Why are people so god damned blind?
When will mankind realize?
We're to blame for the earth's demise
Rape the earth for all that it's worth
Use up its last natural resource?!
With each day it keeps on getting worse
Destroy habitats with no remorse
No escape - no escape from your fate
Now I wait - now I wait patiently
Future looks bleak - there is no hope
I smoke and drink just to cope
Global genocide is no joke
Hang the whole world with one big rope
No escape - no escape from your fate
Now I wait - now I wait patiently

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tEcEL01fPfk
Thoughts buried long ago
Exist far below
Like worms that I can't see
Feeding on my pain they hunger
Burrowing through the past and present
They find liberty usurping me with melacholia
When rotten ideas break free controlling me
showing me what I ran from I feel dead
And fed upon violated and gnawed
Inhabited by ghosts haunted by the truth

Oh. You didn't give up, and made it all the way here.

Hello.
 

Ex-User (9062)

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The "self inherent" value, in and of itself, inherently, perhaps even more so immanent, or dare i say intrinsic, is indeed not to be lightly disregarded.

http://ledge.fleetwoodmac.net/showthread.php?t=8211

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EyeSeeCold

lust for life
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Does Grief have more tracks like Polluted? I have Torso which is cool but it all starts to sound the same.
 
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