HardworkingINTP
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Hi guys!
I "struggle" for years to find answers about my personality. I want to understand what my personality is. Also I want to improve myself much as possible. 4 years ago I lost everything what I had. Since then it was like a rollercoaster. Allot did change. Good things and bad things.
After I lost everything I did get very depressed and I developed a social anxiety. (Thinking that people don't like me and everyone is a bad person. I hated to go outside and doing things like buying groceries was very hard for me. And I did avoid busy places with to much people)
Eventually a burnout and sleeping disorders.
At the lowest point it did get enough of this and started to look for answers how I could change my life.
I started experiencing with magic mushrooms. This opened my mind and i used this often to change my way of thinking and to relieve myself from being depressed and burrned out.
after few months I did changed to a better version of me. No more negative thinking, everything starting to look logical and I developed a strong understanding how to make my life better. 80% from my depression and anxiety problems did go away in short time.
I believe that I did never solved these problems without magic mushrooms.
In 2015 I did get better and better. I started to see who I really am and i researched for many hours about my personality. I did personally test and the outcome was INTP. I didn't believe this. And did more tests to see what my personality really is.
Evertime the result was INTP. I discussed this with some friends and only reaction I get was "this is bullshit" or "these tests are fake"
I did read alot about INTP and I did known that allot of free online tests are fake or are made to satisfy people. But I believe deeply this must be true. Allot of information about INTP make so much sense. This is me.
I leave this for what it was because no one believed me.
May this year I did have a official ADHD test. The outcome was ADD and I did get medication for this.
I still believe I'm a INTP and would like to improve myself and change my mindset for hudge success. (I'm a business owner) and want to unlock my full potential as a INTP.
Telling my story about this to other INTP's is my first step to clear my mind. I think and hope you guys understand my better then people in my enviroment. I felt always understood.
I would like to know which INTP member here is also a business owner. This is very interesting.
So who is here a business owner?
I'm also curious If someone here is Dutch to! I don't know no other INTP'S.
What was your first thought after you find out you're a INTP and what did your friends and family say and think about this?
When you have any good advice or anything about being a INTP. Please let me known!
Any questions? Ask if you like!
*it feels really good to write this done. Such a relief!*
I "struggle" for years to find answers about my personality. I want to understand what my personality is. Also I want to improve myself much as possible. 4 years ago I lost everything what I had. Since then it was like a rollercoaster. Allot did change. Good things and bad things.
After I lost everything I did get very depressed and I developed a social anxiety. (Thinking that people don't like me and everyone is a bad person. I hated to go outside and doing things like buying groceries was very hard for me. And I did avoid busy places with to much people)
Eventually a burnout and sleeping disorders.
At the lowest point it did get enough of this and started to look for answers how I could change my life.
I started experiencing with magic mushrooms. This opened my mind and i used this often to change my way of thinking and to relieve myself from being depressed and burrned out.
after few months I did changed to a better version of me. No more negative thinking, everything starting to look logical and I developed a strong understanding how to make my life better. 80% from my depression and anxiety problems did go away in short time.
I believe that I did never solved these problems without magic mushrooms.
In 2015 I did get better and better. I started to see who I really am and i researched for many hours about my personality. I did personally test and the outcome was INTP. I didn't believe this. And did more tests to see what my personality really is.
Evertime the result was INTP. I discussed this with some friends and only reaction I get was "this is bullshit" or "these tests are fake"
I did read alot about INTP and I did known that allot of free online tests are fake or are made to satisfy people. But I believe deeply this must be true. Allot of information about INTP make so much sense. This is me.
I leave this for what it was because no one believed me.
May this year I did have a official ADHD test. The outcome was ADD and I did get medication for this.
I still believe I'm a INTP and would like to improve myself and change my mindset for hudge success. (I'm a business owner) and want to unlock my full potential as a INTP.
Telling my story about this to other INTP's is my first step to clear my mind. I think and hope you guys understand my better then people in my enviroment. I felt always understood.
I would like to know which INTP member here is also a business owner. This is very interesting.
So who is here a business owner?
I'm also curious If someone here is Dutch to! I don't know no other INTP'S.
What was your first thought after you find out you're a INTP and what did your friends and family say and think about this?
When you have any good advice or anything about being a INTP. Please let me known!
Any questions? Ask if you like!
*it feels really good to write this done. Such a relief!*
