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Yep, I often can't seem to care about anything. Recently, while chainsmoking on the sidewalk in the middle of the night, I thought of something similar; life is just a bad movie, and that's all it can be, but it might be better if it were more interesting. That sounds like me on drugs and...

I like the Jets. Their quarterback always does well in the qualifying lap. I think.

Or being more Zen in general or just not giving a fuck.

I was thinking about typology tonight, and this seemed like a relevant thread. Some people talk about INTPs that lean towards the T or N side, with the latter being more artistically inclined, maybe. So I started thinking about cognitive functions and my own creative process. When I'm painting...

I'm too lazy to tie up and untie my shoes all the time, so I'm wearing my shoes a lot. Even indoors, like an American. A real American. My floor is too disgusting to be barefoot on. I used to walk around barefoot in the summer.

I just saw Pi for the first time, after a blunt.

The Freemasons freaked me out. Maybe he writes things down.

Thanks. There isn't much of a point, although some insights into typology have helped me, maybe.

Ne is divergent while Ni is convergent?

JCF?

FL Studio, a lot of free plugins and samples. I've had zero formal music education, just plonking around for years. And yep, reality is malleable. You should do something! Pick up a sequencer and go. Awww :( what's it liiike?

Human-Cyborg Relations...

Moderation? I've found that getting crazy fucked up isn't really for me, and have experienced those kinds of things. Yesterday I took a tiny bit of weed and mixed it with a bunch of tobacco and smoked it real slowly. I felt super motivated and creative and good, with nearly zero paranoia...

Mesomorph, even though I eat stupidly (Ice cream or PB&J for breakfast?) and never get any physical activity.

I play AOE 2. I'm always the Aztecs, because I like tobacco and stuff. Horses and gunpowder are annoying.

Visually, mostly automatic surreal stuff. Pure Ne. Musically, mostly minor chords and stuff. Maybe Si? Literarily(?), mostly whiney existential claptrap. Fe, lol? I never complete anything, because none of it is good enough. Some of you don't consider yourselves creative?? What's wrong?

oh my god i need to get ripped and buy some flash cards so i can learn a lot of facts.

The Desert

I'm not sure if it's the paint you used or something, but it doesn't look very crisp, maybe it was whatever the stencil was made out of, I don't know.

Second noble truth? I might think that Ne is realism and Si is pessimism, I don't know why and it's of course kind of ridiculous to try and correlate these things.

This weekend I bought caffeine pills. Yaaaay! I'm afraid that I'll start abusing them when I need to motivate myself.

McDonalds...

Yeah, MBTI has mostly shown me that people are all pretty equal, I guess. You could make a good argument for it, probably. And why sensors are so strange, like when they suggest shoplifting from a liquor store or shooting fireworks at cars for fun.

Sometimes, but not if I think it will seem forced or pretentious or if I might have to explain myself afterwards. Often, I try to use slightly incorrect grammar creatively, or at least try not to limit myself to making it briskly quadrangular. Usually, I construct all of my sentences with a...

Analytical Visionary...meh.

Will it come with an 'off' switch?

Watching a hockey game fills you with existential anxiety.

I was never really bullied much, at all. My mask is too scary or intriguing, or something. I don't know. When I was mugged a few months ago, though, I wanted to kill the dudes, or anyone who would do the same thing to me.

It's pretty gross in here...

When I was younger and living with my parents, I would sometimes flip out and punch holes in the wall, etc. I don't really remember why...Hasn't happened in a long time, though.

You can't really fear something if you're completely unaware of it. I've been living with my roommates for 7 months or so and it just recently dawned on me that we could be considered 'friends', and we do 'friend things' together. It takes me a long, long time to think of someone as my 'friend'...

"Cigarettes slowly kill you. If you don't find this comforting on some level, then you will never understand smoking." ...someone said, anonymously, supposedly. It would be stupid to smoke your entire life and think you weren't at risk, or to think you might live forever. It's also stupid to...

Purr. Sunday is kind of a crappy day, but you should celebrate your birthday with some old, depressing people at a local dive bar. If it's actually your birthday.

I have a calculator watch. It tells me what day it is, although I had to set the year ahead 30 years when I first got it. No calendars for me.

Yep.

I said something really stupid yesterday, while half asleep in a lecture, in front of a ton of people. Apparently, not everyone knows about the Fibonacci sequence and the spiral thing and the golden ratio, so I didn't beat myself up over it. A huge victory against crippling social anxiety...

Hmm..that's kind of cool. Recently, I was thinking about a past relationship with an INFJ, and how we supported (or whatever) each others Ti or Fe, while our intuiton and sensing contrasted. You can kind of visualize it with the last cube.. It would be reallly cool if there was a little flash...

I don't understand the nature of your romantic troubles. It seems like you're frustrated because you haven't checked off some box in a list of things to do by a certain age. It seems like you're measuring yourself with the standards that you think others hold... maybe? Being single isn't...

I would be pickier with romantic partners, if I were you.

I don't care and I don't know why you would care.

Tobacco is pretty easy to grow. I grew a few plants in Canada. Curing the tobacco is much more difficult, but all you need is some kind of enclosed area with the right humidity and temperature. If you start smoking when you're 50 years old or so, you'll probably die before the cancer gets...

It's become pretty formulaic. 140 bpm, half time. BOOOOM...PPSSCCHHH! maybe some shuffleish perc in there, maybe. Giant, distorted synthesizer with an LFO on the filter, WUB WUB WUB WUUUB WUUUB. that's it.

Electric piano or electronic piano?

Sadly, it hasn't been updated in a decade, but it's still useful, sort of.

I love Swedish accents. Maybe. ehh..maybe not. Your english is fine. I'm pretty sure a lot of INTPs have trouble finding the exact right word. I know I spend a lot of time trying to find that word that means exactly what I'm trying to express that I know exists, but I just can't.

1997 called...they were looking for their supersaws and 909s. I've never been to anything like this, but I think it would be full of white suburban kids who think they're trendy...which would be bad... A jungle/dnb night would be a lot more fun.

Yes, but the real food store is too far away.

This makes a lot of sense to me. I don't really have any useful suggestions, except that universities should offer "Renaissance Man" degrees.

That's not healthy! :kilroy: How do I deal with this desperation so it doesn't cause anxiety so I can actually do stuff?