bleo
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Hey folks, new member here. Somewhat hesitant because though I've received multiple assessments saying that I am an INTP, my greatest quality would be an intuitive thinking type, and probably less so of anything else.
Anyway, I am studying Masters of Engineering (Mechanical) and I'm finding it hard. After failing last semester which really brought my self-esteem down, I'm questioning (again) if this career really suited me.
In school, I love fine arts and creating something fresh and weird. I won awards and was 'naturally' great at it. However, I thought that sooner or later I will be short-handed. I wanted something that gave me a greater purpose than just entertaining people.
So, I've likened myself to those 'Engineering/absent-minded-professors' as often portrayed in media. I thought my strong sense of creativity and unconventional pattern-seeking-thinking would fit in well if I learned mechanical systems. Maybe I could create something out of that weird fusion. At this time, I took half arts-related A-Levels, and the other half Maths and Physics. So I went for the latter.
I'm still not particularly tuned in my course, and getting especially tired of derivations and calculations. The engineering design subjects did not include any brainstorming / drawing components. It was strictly designing against failure and for operation optimization. Pretty dead set in its ways.
I've asked my friends and they seem to do Engineering because it's something they can do - not because they want to, they didn't know what they wanted. Their learning process is almost mechanical itself. I'm still scratching my head as to how they get their high grades. I have low tolerance with something I know I have no passion for. Don't get me wrong, I like Engineering - I'm probably not interested in detailed calculations and practical applications as I initially assumed.
So, while still holding out the possibility of pursuing my current field, I need suggestions as to how to use these skills better or any thing else I should consider... Advice?
Anyway, I am studying Masters of Engineering (Mechanical) and I'm finding it hard. After failing last semester which really brought my self-esteem down, I'm questioning (again) if this career really suited me.
In school, I love fine arts and creating something fresh and weird. I won awards and was 'naturally' great at it. However, I thought that sooner or later I will be short-handed. I wanted something that gave me a greater purpose than just entertaining people.
So, I've likened myself to those 'Engineering/absent-minded-professors' as often portrayed in media. I thought my strong sense of creativity and unconventional pattern-seeking-thinking would fit in well if I learned mechanical systems. Maybe I could create something out of that weird fusion. At this time, I took half arts-related A-Levels, and the other half Maths and Physics. So I went for the latter.
I'm still not particularly tuned in my course, and getting especially tired of derivations and calculations. The engineering design subjects did not include any brainstorming / drawing components. It was strictly designing against failure and for operation optimization. Pretty dead set in its ways.
I've asked my friends and they seem to do Engineering because it's something they can do - not because they want to, they didn't know what they wanted. Their learning process is almost mechanical itself. I'm still scratching my head as to how they get their high grades. I have low tolerance with something I know I have no passion for. Don't get me wrong, I like Engineering - I'm probably not interested in detailed calculations and practical applications as I initially assumed.
So, while still holding out the possibility of pursuing my current field, I need suggestions as to how to use these skills better or any thing else I should consider... Advice?